from cold
I can't breath at all
It hurts to think
That time could heal my wounds
Feeling I've been betrayed
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't sleep at all
Now you're gone away
I can't fake this anymore
Guess I could blame it all
On God's game
Or explain what my life's for

Caught in a winter's rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear please hold on to me
I'm falling
Falling

I would trade it all
For another day
Just to feel you and your warmth
But even pictures fade
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't see at all
Did you fly away
Did the stars shine bright for you
Guess I could blame it all
On God's game
It was fate that carried you


You always take away


And I'm falling...

hit delete

back me up to the ridge
press a button dump the load
keep the camera on motor drive
catch a glimpse of happiness

sit right down and stare
hit delete there I go
unplug it now and turn it off
take a bite of that apple it is lit


Nothing left to do but wait
as i sit on wood and look around. sound of stones
breaking branches and vibration
brunette shadow nothing sacred evermore

My spinning heart is dark and drystone
deep the soul of heavens lust
coming in for a bite to try
coming out the other side with light

Heavy storms play through the night
hard edged surface I sweat it out, life past due is done.
Used
Scam
conned
discarded

I am alone now
underneath this smile lies everything
all my thoughts and anger ride and change
i make myself a pact, not to shut it out
not today i am free

I spin the needle of my compass
look at the moon to see it
where i am heading out in space
I choose a path on dust to leave.

looking forward to the past
a direction of way, a direction of stop
the wind blows no more for us
a cold suck in of ice

visions faith trust love
underneath the skin do not exists
presorted diagnosed forthright
upfront like a stripper stage side.

it is over like dusk, gray
like the broken strings of a guitar
the pink and orange sky, white clouds
how i choose to feel is how i am

EVERYBODY'S FOOL


Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending

But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask
Where will you hide?
I can't find yourself
Lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool